confession

* السلام عليکم *


 こんにちは q(^_~)p

Ini bukanlah pengakuan si pembeli-belah, bukan juga pengakuan lampau kisah hitam.. tapi pengakuan seorang ibu yang dah lama tak makan ubat..

source - internet, google

I think it was during Aidan delivery that I really had good medication. In fact, after gave birth, I only rely on paracetamol only (normal panadol or maybe few times of actifast) other than that I refrain myself from taking 'heavy' drugs or even painkiller. Since I'm afraid of the side effects of drugs on breastmilk, I don't simply take any medication unless prescribed by a doctor and since they knew that I am still breastfeeding, I was prescribed only 'mild' type of drugs... but not until last night..

I knew I needed time and health to finish up writing reports that I promised myself to finish before the weekend come. Suddenly, after iftar last night, I sneezed terribly and even there's water dropping coming out from the nose like an open pipe! yikes!! It was really bad that I cannot even sleep and rest a bit and the kids somehow behave terribly last night that I almost burst with anger!

So there I was, in front of our supply of drugs -- I thought that maybe a single pill of panadol might cure my sneeze and help me to rest for 2-3 hours before resume my work.. then I found out, hey! we still have 1 more balance of clarinase (papa's last pill -- hehe).. and I thought since I don't breastfeed aidan that much anymore, why not.. I took the pills, and dozed off next to Aidan..

Suddenly around 2am, papa woke me up since my alarm doesn't stop ringing.. I stand up, take my wudu', and wanted to pray isya' -- and suddenly, I felt as if I was high on drugs.. the same feeling when I had pethidine during Aiman's delivery -- yucckksss.. after pray, I stay awake for a while before sleep again. I cannot think straight and the worse part is I still have not finish the report!!! grrrr

Sebenarnya, mama tak expect langsung jadi camtu.. sblm bersalin aidan, mama makan clarinase biasa je.. tak sangka, after a while, badan mama dah tak sama macam dulu.. selalunya nak baikkan demam or selesema mama cuma makan vitamin c dan minum air banyak2..

Sampai harini badan masih rasa 'semacam' -- macam di awang2an gitu.. thank goodness I manage to finish up 2 reports by 1pm just now.. and the last one I promise to finish before tomorrow morning.. so that I can have a nice relax weekend with the kids..

till then, bye2.. -- dari mama yang masih ada baki2 high! hahahaha