on being a mom

salam,
today is one of the most anticipated day in a mom's life. well, maybe not all, but certainly i did. to tell you the truth, today remarked the first year of me being a mom. our mother's day celebration started since 1st may.. hehe, papa bought me new tefal pan.. actually that reminded me to learn more and more to be a better cook!.. hehe.. then, last weekend papa surprised me with a dinner at victoria's station (well, i've told you in the last post) and last night he serenaded me with another dinner at manhattan fish market.. wooohooo.. best2..
well, as a mom surely we want the best for our child. so, we sacrifice everything. from money, time and also our strength. we wish to get everything we want, but sometimes we did not get it. God test us with obstacles. sometimes He gave us happiness and also sadness through our lives. it's true that in every sadness we had, there'll be happiness waiting for us after that. that sure happened to me..
in 2005, i've lost 3 person i loved so much. mak, mak tok and pah. 3 months before i got married in 2006, again God take tok from me and family. But he replaced them with harris and soon after that a son. Alhamdulillah.
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bila tiba hari2 macam ni la yang buat mama terkenang pada emak. rindunya pada dia.. rasa masih tak puas menyayanginya. rasa tak puas bersamanya. tp Allah lebih menyayanginya. mama sentiasa berdoa semoga Allah meletakkan emak dikalangan ahli syurga. amin.
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happy mother's day for every mother in this world. pengorbanan anda semua tidak terbalas.
~ thank you for all messages wishing me happy mother's day.. cik ida, wancik, nana, irda, kak win, wanteh, zen dan semua..
i would like to share cik's sms A woman has strengths that amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, loves and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cires when she happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her. She sometimes forget what she is worth. May Allah bless us all. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY